Trust in Me: A Novella Read online

  TRUST

  in me

  A NOVELLA

  Jennifer L. Armentrout

  WRITING AS J. LYNN

  Dedication

  This is for all the fans of Cam and his cookies, who wanted more of our egg-boiling lover boy. Enjoy.

  Contents

  Dedication

  One

  Two

  Three

  Four

  Five

  Six

  Seven

  Eight

  Nine

  Ten

  Eleven

  Twelve

  Thirteen

  Fourteen

  Fifteen

  Sixteen

  Seventeen

  Eighteen

  Nineteen

  Twenty

  Twenty-One

  Twenty-Two

  Twenty-Three

  Twenty-Four

  Twenty-Five

  Twenty-Six

  Twenty-Seven

  Twenty-Eight

  Twenty-Nine

  An Excerpt from Be With Me

  One

  About the Author

  By J. Lynn

  Copyright

  About the Publisher

  One

  Jase Winstead was a cruel motherfucker.

  Going to Ass-tronomy 101 was the last thing I wanted to be doing at nine in the damn morning, especially since all the class did was remind me of the first time I entered Professor Drage’s class and why I’d made a hasty, unplanned exit my freshman year. And I really didn’t need Jase’s taunting text messages about why scheduling classes before noon was unhealthy.

  Considering I was going on—oh, I don’t know, two hours of sleep—and I could still taste the tequila and other things I really didn’t want to even think about from last night, I was currently a walking poster child for how not to have a healthy and happy first day of fall classes.

  I watched the door to astronomy swing shut and then glanced back down at my phone. Jase’s text mocked me.

  Skip. I have beer. X-Box. FIFA ’13

  Well, shit. That was hella tempting. Ollie had trashed our Xbox the weekend before, during a brutal showdown of Call of Duty.

  I was a few minutes late for class.

  Astronomy, or soccer on the Box? Not really a tough call.

  Mind made up, I pivoted around and started to respond back to Jase when the double doors flung open like a tornado had ripped through the stairwell. My head jerked up just in time to see something small and something red come barreling straight at me.

  There was no stopping the collision.

  A little body smacked right into me and bounced back, arms flailing like a drowning victim. The bag, which looked like it weighed more than the owner, toppled her over.

  Reacting out of instinct, I shot forward, dropping my own bag and wrapping my arm around her waist, but the backpack went in one direction, the contents in the other. She was still reeling, like one of those inflatable pop bags. I tightened my hold, stilling her before she did some serious damage to herself. She jerked upright. Deep auburn hair flew forward, snapping me in the face. The scent of berries and something musky and good filled me.

  Holy shit, Strawberry Shortcake just ran me over.

  I chuckled and slipped my cell into my pocket, about to let her go, but the girl locked up. Every muscle seemed to go rigid. As tiny as she was, barely reaching my shoulders, she seemed to suddenly get smaller, shrinking into herself. Was she hurt?

  And did she somehow mistake Shepherd for a nearby middle school?

  “Whoa,” I said. “You okay, sweetheart?”

  No response for about a half minute, and I started to get real concerned. Then she dragged in a deep breath, causing her chest to rise flush against mine. I froze at the feel of her curves. Definitely not a middle schooler, unless they were developing in ways they hadn’t when I was there. And, if so, I was fucking envious of those boys.

  Okay, now I felt like I needed a shower, because even that disturbed me.

  Was I still drunk from last night? I was going to go with a yes.

  “Hey,” I tried again, voice lower. “Are you okay?” When there was still no response, I pressed two fingers under her chin. Her skin was soft and too cool. Wondering if it was possible for a person to pass out and remain standing, I gently lifted her head, my mouth opening to ask her again, but words died somewhere between my brain and my mouth.

  I blinked, because like a total dumbass, I thought that would change what I was seeing. Not that I wanted to change what I was seeing, but damn. . .

  What guy didn’t have a soft spot for a redhead?

  Pretty was too weak of a word to describe her. Her eyes were large and the color of warm whiskey. Freckles dotted the bridge of her small nose and her cheeks were well defined. Lips were a sweet cherry color and wide for her face, full and plump. The kind of lips that belonged to the kind of mouth that could and would bring a man—

  “Let. Go. Of. Me.”

  The hardness of her voice, laced with barely controlled panic, caused me to immediately drop her arm and take a healthy step back.

  She swayed a little at the loss of support, and I almost reached for her again, but I valued my balls. One day I’d like to have a kid or some shit, and I had a feeling if I touched her again, that would not be in my future.

  Pushing strands of thick hair out of her face, she cautiously stepped away from her bag. Thick lashes specked with red lifted, and, for a moment, neither of us moved and then her gaze moved over my face and then down. Chick was blatantly checking me out.

  Perhaps my balls weren’t in danger.

  A pretty pink flush spread across her cheeks. “I’m sorry. I was in a hurry to get to class. I’m late and . . .”

  I grinned as I knelt down, gathering up the spilled items. How one girl could have so many damn pens was beyond me. Blue. Purple. Black. Red. Orange. What the fuck? Who wrote with an orange pen?

  She joined me, grabbing the rest of her pens as her head tilted in a way that a wall of coppery hair shielded her face. “You don’t have to help me.”

  “It’s no problem.” I picked up a slip of paper that turned out to be her schedule. Quick glance at the classes confirmed she was a freshman. “Astronomy 101? I’m heading that way, too.”

  Jase and beer and FIFA ’13 were going to have to wait.

  “You’re late.” She was still hiding behind her hair. “I really am sorry.”

  Picking up her last notebook, I shoved it into the bag and stood. I handed it back to her, willing her to look up. I don’t know why, call me a mama’s boy, but I liked my girls smiling and not appearing like they were on the verge of tears. “It’s okay. I’m used to having girls throw themselves at me.” Her chin lifted up just the slightest, and my grin spread. “Trying to jump on my back is new, though. Kind of liked it.”

  Her head jerked up and all that hair slid back. “I wasn’t trying to jump on your back or throw myself at you.”

  “You weren’t?” My phone vibrated in my pocket. I ignored it. “Well, that’s a shame. If so, it would have made this the best first day of class in history.”

  She studied me as she clutched her bag to her chest, and my gaze dropped to the piece of paper I held. “Avery Morgansten?”

  “How do you know my name?” she snapped.

  What a touchy little thing. “It’s on your schedule.”

  “Oh.” She tucked her hair back and a slight tremor rocked her hand as she took the schedule.

  When I was little, my mom said I had a soft spot for the underdog. Wounded pigeons. Three-legged dogs. Skinny pigs. My sister was the same way. We had a sixth sense when it came to rooting them out, and I may not have known jack about this chick, but she w
as obviously new to this school, obviously uncomfortable, obviously having a shitty start to her day, and I felt bad for her.

  “My name is Cameron Hamilton,” I told her. “But everyone calls me Cam.”

  Her lips moved like she was repeating my name, and I sort of liked how that looked. “Thank you again, Cam.”

  Bending down, I picked up my bag and slung it over my shoulder. Knocking my hair out of my face, I smiled the kind of smile that usually got me what I wanted. “Well, let’s make our grand entrance.”

  I’d made it to the door to astronomy when I realized she hadn’t moved. Glancing over my shoulder, I frowned as she started to back away. “You’re going in the wrong direction, sweetheart.”

  “I can’t,” she croaked out.

  “Can’t what?” I faced her.

  Avery’s eyes met mine for a second and then she spun around and ran. Bag thumping off her hip, hair flying like a cape. The chick ran, actually freaking ran. My mouth dropped open.

  What in the hell had just happened?

  The door opened behind me, and a deep, slightly accented voice called out. “Mr. Hamilton, are you joining us today?”

  Shit. I closed my eyes.

  “Or are you planning to stand in the hallway the remaining time?” Professor Drage asked.

  Sighing, I turned around. “Joining the class, clearly.”

  “Clearly,” the professor repeated, holding a stack of stapled papers. “Syllabus.”

  I took one and then, on second thought, I took another. Just in case Avery Morgansten showed her face again.

  Jase leaned against the back of my truck, one hand shoved through his brown hair, holding it off his glistening forehead. Several strands stuck straight up between his fingers. “It’s as hot as balls.”

  For late August, it was sweltering. Not even the shade provided by the large oaks surrounding the back parking lot across from White Hall provided any relief. I was dreading opening the door to the sweatbox.

  “Truest thing you’ve ever spoken.” Ollie squinted up at the trees. “It’s so hot the only answer is to get naked.”

  My gaze went to him. “You’re already as naked as you need to be, dude.”

  Ollie glanced down at himself and grinned. No shirt. Shorts hanging low. Flip-flops. Nothing else. “You know damn well I could get more naked.”

  Unfortunately that was true. We’d shared a three-bedroom apartment in University Heights for the last three years. Within a week of living together, Ollie had said screw it to modesty. I’d seen the guy’s junk more times then I cared to even think about. He was graduating in the spring, as I should’ve been, and I was going to miss the idiot.

  “Ticket.” Jase nodded at my windshield.

  I sighed, looking over. A cream-colored slip of paper was neatly placed under my wiper. The parking lot was reserved for staff, but with the lack of parking around these parts, I helped myself to whatever spot I could find. “I’ll add it to my collection.”

  “Which is massive.” Ollie pulled a band off his wrist and tugged his shoulder-length blond hair into a ponytail. “So, party tonight at our place?”

  My brows shot up. “Huh?”

  Jase grinned as he folded his arms across his chest.

  “It’s a back-to-school party.” Ollie stretched, cracking his back as he yawned. “Just a little get-together.”

  “Oh God.”

  Jase’s grin spread, and I wanted to knock it off his face. The last time Ollie had had a ‘little get-together’ it had been standing room only in our apartment. Cops might have been involved.

  “Order some pizza. I need to get—” Ollie stopped midsentence and turned toward a curvy brunette walking past. In a blink of an eye, he ditched us and was dropping an arm around the girl’s shoulders. “Hey, girl, hey.”

  The brunette giggled, wrapping an arm around Ollie’s waist.

  I turned, raising my hands. “What?”

  “Lost cause.” Jase rolled his eyes. “That fucker has eyes in the back of his head when it comes to girls.”

  “Very true.”

  “How he gets laid on a regular basis is beyond me.”

  “It’s the greatest mystery in life.” I loped around the front of my truck, grabbed the ticket, and then opened the driver’s door. Heat blew into my face. “Damn.”

  Jase angled his body toward me. “What happened with you today? You didn’t respond to my text. Thought the FIFA hooked you in.”

  “Aw, did you miss me?” I tugged off my shirt, rolled it up, and tossed it into the truck.

  “Maybe I did.”

  Laughing, I grabbed my cap off the seat and shoved it on, shielding my eyes. “I didn’t know we were dating.”

  “My feelings are hurt now.”

  “I’ll buy you a beer next time we’re out.”

  “That works. I’m easy.”

  I grinned. “Don’t I know.”

  Jase laughed as he turned, hanging his arms over the side of the truck bed. The easygoing smile faded as he slipped a pair of sunglasses on. I knew that look. Nothing good came from it. Very few people knew just how shitty life could get for Jase. It was easy for everyone to assume otherwise, with how Jase was the go-to guy for fixing other people’s crap, including mine.

  I turned the air on and shut the door, then joined him at the side of the truck. The metal was hot against the skin of my underarms as I leaned in, stretching my calves. “What’s up?”

  One dark eyebrow rose above the rim of his glasses. “You heading to the gym or something?”

  “That’s what I was thinking.” I switched my legs, working out the kink. “You wanna go with me?”

  “Nah,” he said. “I’ve got to swing by the farm. Check on a few things.”

  “How’s Jack?”

  A wide smile broke out across Jase’s face, causing a young professor walking past the truck to trip in her heels. “He’s great,” he said, his tone light like it was always was when he talked about his brother. “Told me yesterday that when he grows up, he wants to be Chuck Norris.”

  I laughed. “Can’t go wrong with that.”

  “Nope.” He looked over, peering at me above his shades. “How you doing?”

  “Good.” I pushed back, smacking my hands off the rail. “Why you ask?”

  Jase raised a shoulder. “Just checking in.”

  Some days that comment pissed me off. Other days it did nothing. Luckily for Jase, it was one of those days when the shit just rolled off my back. “I’m not about to end up in a corner, whispering ‘forever’ anytime soon. It’s all cool.”

  “Good to hear.” Jase grinned as he backed off, his head turning toward where the young teacher had disappeared. “Party at your place, right?”

  “Why not?” I headed to the driver’s side. “Half the campus will be there I’m sure.”

  “True.” Jase pivoted around. “See you later.”

  I climbed into the cool interior and headed out of the parking lot. My lazy ass needed to get to the gym on West Campus, but my ass also wanted to get to the couch for a nap.

  Turning left at the stop sign, I passed the duplexes on the right as a football flew out one of the doors, smacking one of the guys in the back of the head. Laughing, I reached over for the—

  Something red caught my attention.

  My eyes were heat-seeking missiles, searching out the source, and hot damn. My gaze narrowed. Was that Shortcake?

  A tree obscured my view for a second and then she reappeared, the sun reflecting off the wide bracelet circling her wrist.

  Hells yeah, it was.

  I didn’t even think twice about what I did next. Grinning, I slid the cap around backward and hung a sharp right, blocking the road.

  Avery jumped back onto the curb, her big eyes going round. As I hit the button to the passenger window, rolling it down, her mouth dropped open.

  I grinned, happy to see that Shortcake had made it through her first day alive. “Avery Morgansten, we meet again.”


  She glanced around her, like she thought I might be talking to someone else. “Cameron Hamilton . . . hi.”

  I leaned forward, dropping an arm over the steering wheel. She looked damn cute standing there, fidgeting with her bracelet. “We have to stop meeting like this.”

  Biting down on that plump lower lip, her gaze dropped, zeroing in on my tattoo as she shifted her weight from foot to foot.

  Shortcake was definitely what I would categorize as awkward. Maybe it came from having a younger sister, because the need to make her feel comfortable rode me hard, but it seemed like fighting a losing battle.

  “You running into me, me almost running over you?” I elaborated. “It’s like we’re a catastrophe waiting to happen.”

  Silence.

  Try this one more time. “Where are you heading?”

  “My car,” she said, proving to me that she could speak. “I’m about to run out of time. She shifted her weight again. “So . . .”

  “Well, hop in, sweetheart. I can give you a ride.”

  She stared at me like I asked her to get in the back of my kidnapper van. “No. It’s okay. I’m right up the hill. No need at all.”

  “It’s no problem.” Never had met a female so damn resistant to common courtesy. “It’s the least I can do after almost running you over.”

  “Thank you, but—”

  “Yo! Cam!” Kevin came out of fucking nowhere, jogging past Avery. “What you up to, man?”

  Oddly irritated, I kept my gaze on Shortcake and resisted the urge to nudge the dude out of the way with my truck. “Nothing, Kevin, just trying to have a conversation.”

  Avery raised her hand, wiggled her fingers, and bolted around Kevin and my truck. My gaze followed her as Kevin went on and on about some shit I didn’t give a flying fuck about.

  “Shit,” I muttered, sitting back in the seat.

  Avery ran again.

  And I had the craziest urge to give chase.

  Two

  Shit got real at our parties the second Ollie had Raphael out of his habitat. Every single fucking time. Standing in the middle of the living room, I watched him, shaking my head.

  “Why?” Jase asked, tipping the bottle of his beer back.